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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

F*#^$&

I have been MIA.  It took two amazing friends to call me out today for me the realize that I needed to snap the f&#^$# out of it.  My life is amazing.  I am in love. I have great people that include me in their lives. 

The other day I stumbled upon this quote:


Lately I have fallen into the trap of thinking about what I don't have and why I don't have it. I believe that it is ok to go there, just as long as you don't get stuck there. I got stuck.  The everyday routine has just frustrated the f$^$^*# out of me.  I haven't blogged lately because I just write boring f#@^*# reports at work non-stop.  Oh, the day I had a submittal and the owners decided to jam up the printer with marketing crap... wasn't going to blog then.  How about the frustration I felt when an old friend wouldn't tell me why a card idea I had caused her "concern"?  It was just a f^$#^# card.  I wanted to join a friend in remembering her mom at the Komen Race for the Cure and was told I would have been invited if I was still on Facebook.  So I got back on f%##^ Facebook.  I even found myself taking out this aggression at the Broncos game Sunday... sorry Texans fans that felt the wrath of a long few weeks.

So I got sad.  I got upset.  And thanks to my good friends, I am back.